If you search for God outside of you, I doubt you’ll ever find God. But if you search yourself, I am sure you will find God.
Searching for God outside yourself is like, a piece of an apple searching for the apple outside itself. You are made of God, just like an apple piece is made of apple.
For me, God is an energy that always stays with me. Wherever I go, it goes with me. It never leaves me, not even for a moment. That energy and I are one. We cannot be separated.